convo with baby:
convo with baby: 9am here, 11 pm phils.
me: baby, thanks sa call gising na ako.
baby: ok, i love you, antok na ako.
me: sleep na ikaw, tuloi ba outing nyo bukas?
baby: i love you
me: sakit pa ba ulo mo?
baby: i love you baby
me: antok kana noh, paulit2 nlng snasbi mo
baby: mahal na mahal kita baby.
me: tinagalog mo lng eh, tulog ka na nga
teehee <3 kinikiliiiig ako <3
NAKAKA LURKEY!
Hanep! Wagas makapag bilang si Ex. kulang nalang pati pamasahe sa jeep. HAHAHA! na lurkey ako. you rock my world pre!
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SOME THINGS ARE JUST MEANT TO BE ♥
Out of nowhere who would even thought that this is still possible. His my first love, we both fell inlove at first sight, we were grade 6 then. we become official when we’re in our 4th year. the long distance relationship during our college years was the most difficult thing i ever experienced. i was so young to handle a relationship, i was so immature and weak. he kept on giving me chances, but i kept on breaking those promises. year 2006, when he gave up. he found that girl who can give him assurance on everything, that someone who don’t break promises, someone who can be trustworthy, someone not like me.
at some point, sometimes we exchange ‘i miss you’. but we never talked about being with each other again. his happy with her girlfriend, me, even though my longest relationship is 1 year, im still trying to be happy.
just this end of March, i wanted to see him before i leave. i wanted to let go of any feeling left, i wanted to gave up that dream of being with him. i was even thinking of giving him a card that says “some things are just not meant to be, but that doesn’t mean i would stop loving you, coz i never did, i never will”
i was thinking to leave everything so that i could start a new life in America, new life without heartaches and anything related to the past.
but things changed SO F*CKING FAST. the last thing i remembered, he was crying, he said ’ i wanted to let go of loving you, i wanted to stop loving you so that i could love myself, but i cant, because i still love you, that much that im willing to give up everything just to start over with you’. i was SPEECHLESS.
at first, i was happy, really really happy. but eventually i felt scared, i have a girlfriend and she’s waiting for me, he had a girlfriend of 6 years. there’s a lot of WHAT TO DO at the back of my mind.
the first thing we talked about is to wait for that 1 year. but i felt so bad because its still cheating. i don’t want to prolong the lies so i told the truth to Arlen, i felt so guilty on hurting her, she’s one of the nicest person ever.
april 6, another shocking moment happened. he broke up with his 6 year girlfriend. i was SPEECHLESS again. just last night, april 22, after his birthday he told her mom about us. i expected them not to like me, but yeah, he fought for me.
what we’re going through right now doesn’t guarantee an easy life. but in the end, LOVE WILL CONQUER everything. absolutely everything.
this is us, 8 years ago.
this is us, TODAY <3
i dont know
i can’t barely smile.
almost non-sense
when you’re trying hard to work things out but it’ll just end with an arguement
when everything you do seems to be bad
when enjoyment becomes an issue
when you’re getting used to of disappointments
when your expectations are not met
when both of you becomes immature
when Pride becomes greater than Love
when both of you becomes selfish and self-centered
when suddenly you feel that everything is already wrong
when that spark starts to fade
when you start to wonder if she’s really the right one
when you force yourself to be excited, but deep inside it’s not exciting anymore
and when Love is not enough anymore to make things right
this relationship is almost non-sense, but there’s one more chance left, just one more.
